Another day of dying. I really cannot stand this anymore.
I miss drinking and I can’t eat. The fact that I have lost my kidneys and probably my liver too is just terrifying.
I never envisiged this could happen. I should have researched post operative infections before I made my decision and gave my answer to the surgeon in Queens.
Now I am being left to die slowly and horribly of Sepsis and there is nothing I or anyone else can do about it.
My only hope is that when I die it’s quick and painless.
Lord let it be soon.