As everyone gets ready for Christmas I am preparing for my death.
I cannot eat or drink as I do not urinate or deficate.
I have zero kidney function and my liver has gone too. There is no hope for me.
An operation has killed me and condemned me to die a slow terrible death.
I am clinically dead.
I am a walking, talking corpse. The end for me must be soon.
I cannot take this anymore. Please let my end be soon.