I have suceeded in what I intended to do when I jumped from that bridge in Romford..I have killed myself.
But it was not the jump that killed me it was the operation I had afterwards.
And really I didnt need to have an operation, I could have barred the pain of the fracture as it healed on it’s own.
But I went and gave consent to have the operation and it’s condemned me to die a slow horrible death.
I wish the suicide attempt had killed me at least it would have been quick and not a slow lingering horrible death like this.
Please let it be over soon.