Please God Let It End Tonight

I read on the internet that if end stage kidney failure patients are not on dialysis they will lose their life within four weeks.
So I have outlived that by six months. I should be dead by now but instead my body is staying alive and therefore prolonging my suffering.
I seriously cannot take this anymore and just want my end to come.
I’ve noticed that sometimes when I sleep I wake up with the feeling of not breathing.
I hope I stop breathing totally tonight and that an end to this suffering comes.
Please God let it be the end tonight.


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